Ravyn-Kage

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 18:56:23 GMT

So it’s the 21st It’s as cold as hell, it’s all white outside, thought it hasn’t snowed once today. AND we still haven’t put the Tree and Decorations up yet. So not ready for Christmas at all this year.

+ The Roliana Scribble Hit List +

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 23:14:50 GMT

The Scribble Hit List, is the name given to my List of Roli Avi’s to be Drawn.
I tend to draw random avatars I’ve seen on Roli, or when I join in with the Draw the Avatar Above You Threads. Oldest drwings are first.

The 2009 Collection
I ' Y U M E I Keirin I Haven Writer I Link Name I Link Name I

The 2008 Collection
I omgitsme I Rei-Hamazaki I Mythical Illusion I Otonashi Saya I Chibi Yuki I Magical Issi I l o v e.n o t e I Sifri I AsheSprite I Rei Hamazaki 2 I Maude I Falling into Abyss I Maude 2 I xStarlight I Dreamer767 I Rei Hamazaki 3 I Candied Jester I KittyShoes I Crimson Marin I Mashi I TrisshiFish I PheonixRose I xbabiinacyx I _-LiTTL3 TSUNAMi- I Sifri 2 I

Introducing Duni and Caramel

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 18:13:04 GMT

Well at 5 this evening, my baby Russian Campbell’s came home. Their so cute, and small and soft. Duni is the normal grey-brown colour, and Caramel (Cara for short) is a Argente Campbell (sandy coloured) with these gorgeous little red eyes. I’ll post some pictures of them when I get the chance. At the moment, Duni is curled up in the ‘Critterbath’ but I get the feeling it’s going to be used as their bed. And Caramel is sitting underneath the bridge munching.

Both are actually quite quiet, well they seem quieter then Nibbler and Fudge were at least.

Still I’m so, SO happy I’ve got them at last. Apparently Red (read mum) knew I was going to end up getting them. Hehe. I don’t think I’ve stopped grinning since I got them.

And Danny’s getting his fish on Monday we think. His Tank yesterday, oh god, what a smell, all it had in it was the water, gravel and some plants and urgh. It smelt like rotten eggs, I swear. So we had to clean all that lot out. Not fun at all. But we think the problem was the plants he had in it, they didn’t look well at all, all black and one of them, stem was snapped in two. We didn’t notice it until he turned the filter/fan thing off. And then it just (the plant) crumbled, not good at all.

HA I keep turning and looking at the cage, now I know there’s something in their, it’s like I can’t stop. But I’ve got to leave them in the cage for around 24hrs, so they get used to it. And then I can start handling them tomorrow!

Yays!

ohh an update - scary

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 02:22:46 GMT

So it’s been months since I’ve last updated this thing. I’d say I’d been busy but that could be a small lie. I’d just forgotten about it. *shrugs*

I haven’t been up to much, I’m still writing and doodling, and reading like crazy. I’m hooked on the ‘Sookie Stackhouse’ novels by Charlaine Harris

Oh and I’m getting another pair of Hamsters, though I haven’t decided what type I’d like to get. I had to be dragged away from the pet store yesterday, they were so cute and small, curled up in a fluffy hamster pile. I’m thinking either Russian Campbell’s, or Chinese Dwarf, but I’m not sure.

I’ll possibly go for Russian Campbell’s. Their what I had last time. I’ve bought a bigger cage, and a few toys and things. And hopefully they should be here in a couple of days.

And then I’ll be choosing the fuzz balls at the end of the week. *crosses fingers*

and Christine Feehan’s ‘Carpathian novels’ at the moment. Love me some vampires that I do. *grins* I'll post some piccy's of them when they come home. ^^

Forgive me LJ. .

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 13:19:45 GMT

. . . For I have sinned, it has been several weeks since my last ramble. Heh.

So in the last few weeks life has been kinda odd, every two weeks I go talk to a councillor, at first I was really, REALLY iffy about this, but after the first couple of sessions it well it could be a hell of a lot worst, and she’s actually really nice, hasn’t made me cry yet which is also a plus, (I say yet ‘cause eventually it’s gonna happen)

Told her all about Kage and she finds her fasinating, how i created, use and in a way sort out and poke at my problems with her. So next time i go to see her i think i might introduce her to Kag's. Maybe.

I’ve also been GuildWars-ing, like mad lately which my dad’s not complaining about anymore, or well he still complains but now it’s for me to do missions and quest with him. Cant win can I?

And speaking of GW I’ve started a 100Situation thing with my chars from GW, I’ll post them up here and on FF.net if it has a GW section, I’m not actually sure.

So my current Mission/Quest is to get the Black Moa Chick, for Kei, and well doing that get all my chars up in to Eye of the North. So far I’ve only got 3 out of 8 up there. And there from all campaigns too, got my work cut out for me.

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 17:37:19 GMT

I would just like to say

I-just-cannot-be-arsed-with-the-world™

That is all

Another Year, Another Day. . .

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 23:50:57 GMT

Well another year been and (almost) gone, staining in this year, I’m just not in the mood in all honestly today just seems to be another day. Nothing special. I’ve spent most of the day and night (damned insomnia) reading Labyrinth Fanfics, (Don’t ask even I don’t know) Anyways

Happy New Years to You All.

Fudge Offerings???

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 22:31:17 GMT

So it’s the first of December and my did i have a surprise this morning, There was Snow? Nope. Winning the Lottery?, Nope but that would of been nice! There was Fudge!

I opened my bedroom door this morning and was greeted with a offering of Absolutely Gorgeous Vanilla Fudge at my feet! Honest I’m not joking, scattered all over the floor in the hallway. Either I’ve done something very good, and I’m being rewarded by some mysterious deity who rules over all (Quite possibly my mother) Or my little brother had Nicked/Lost/Broken something that belongs to me and is trying to appease me by giving me my favourite sweets.

*ponders*

I was on Guild Wars earlier trying to finish a really irritating mission which I usually (and did) fail at.I was so close to completing the damned thing - when a honking great big snake slid up behind me and mauled me. Suffice to say I was not impressed.

And I don’t care how long it take but I will, WILL, have a Black Moa Chick. It has to be the cutest little thing on there. So naturally it’s gonna take me forever to get it, so I’m thinking if I can gather most of the ‘incubator ingredients’ to make one now, and slowly make my way to the Hatchery in Factions, which if it’s in a good mood it’ll let me get there (crosses fingers) It’s one of my Main Goals for next year.

Oh and a super shiny new Avatar I made today isn’t it pretty?? The girl is my Avatar on Roliana. I saw several people with them on there, and I wanted one too, so I made myself one.

I have no restraint for pretty shiny things.

-EDIT- The Mysterious Fudge Offering Explained -
My mum made me a Advent Calendar, tried to hang it on my door but it fell off, so fudge fell on the floor.
Another mystery solved kids, stayed tuned for next weeks mystery *giggles*

Of Snow and Rambles

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 14:55:14 GMT

So we had at least 2inches of snow a day or two ago, now all we have is slush and ice, woke up and all I could see was white, it’s been ages an I mean ages since the last time I saw snow, at least a couple of years.

And as it’s getting to the end of November I thought I better start buying Christmas presents. Otherwise I’ll be running around like a headless chicken a week before Christmas with no presents to give (that happened last year T.T)

So I’ve bought my self some more TVXQ stuff, Calendar, CD’s some really nice collectables. Took me ages to actually order the damn things, I tried days ago and it wouldn’t late me, said the bank had refused the transaction. Usually it only says that when I’ve got insufficient funds or something. Turns out the expiration date I put in kept on cancelling which is rather odd. All ordered now though.

In fact I ordered yesterday and they said they wouldn’t be dispatched for another week or so, checked my email last night most of the items have already been dispatched! Damn they work quick. So hopefully they should arrive sometime next week, last time I ordered from them my stuff came in less then a week.

So that’s some stuff for me, No idea what I’m gonna get for my little brother, Or my Dad, I do know what I’m gonna get for mum, she’s gonna tell me what she wants so that saves me trekking over Scarborough looking for the ‘Mum-has-to have-present.’ though I’ll more then likely end up doing that anyways.

And then there’s my friends. I hope I’m gonna have enough money for all this and New Years!

*crosses fingers*

An i'm Freezing! I've got the heater on, A scarf, and my jacket and a fluffy blanket an i'm still freezing, i better not be coming down with something. Knowing my luck though.

*shivers*

The plot bunnies appears. . .

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 22:26:06 GMT

. . After a rather long holiday to some far and distant exotic location (at least that’s what they say anyways) I’ve been working on a few Naruto Fics lately, all SasuSaku my OTP of Naruto. I’m thinking of turning them in to a 100 Situation Deal. Following an AU Storyline that keeps running through my head. Let’s see how it goes shall we. Hehe. I think It’ll range from a T rating to MA meaning no kiddies MWHAHHA

*Smirks*

When done I’ll post both on FF.net and on here.

And Clickies Please

Gimmie a Break

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 18:19:22 GMT

Sometimes, there a times when i just hate the world, and several people in it.

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 05:34:58 GMT

And so it’s just passed 5 in the morning, and as yet I still can not get to sleep, I’ve been sitting downstairs, watching re-runs of Sanctuary, not bad really, And as always Amada Tapping is so very cool, even if she is a brunette and has a rather odd English accent (Do we really talk like that??)

Me mum came down about an hour or so ago, Couldn’t sleep either.

Amazing that we connect and have a heartfelt open, intelligent conversation at 3 in the morning instead of regular hours of the day.

Oh the joys of being an insomniac

Mage Lights - OST based on Estari

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 16:48:17 GMT

MAGE LIGHTS
A Short Story Based on Estari
An Original Story
by Ravyn Shea [aka - RavynKage]

Amber eyes glowed in amusement watching as a child no older then 6, tried to change the colour of the Mage Lights, floating in the kitchen. All she ended up doing, was making them disappear, only for them to blink back in to life again to light the darkened room.

Kalii, huffed as once again the Mage Lights, her mother had around the room vanished, sending the room in to darkness, before bursting in to life again burning a gentle orange.

She’d seen momma change the flames colours so many times before, and she said it was a basic spell.

So why couldn’t she do it?!! Closing her eyes she concentrated, on the colour she wanted, opening her eyes, when she felt it go out again. She huffed and glared at the ball of flames as it sparked back into life.

Shaking her head slightly Kage looked at the Mage Light, instantly turning it red. Kalii, started as she saw it change colour, Red, Blue, Green, Purple, Pink, Silver, before turning a gentle yellow.

Moving to stand by her daughter, Kage placed her hands on her shoulders. Kalii Leaning back to see her momma behind her, she pouted as she smiled down at her.

“Why can’t I do it?” she whined.

“Concentrate on the flames” she said Kage quietly, “Go on!”

Frowning Kalii, looked at the flames. About to close her eyes,

“Don’t close your eyes, It’s easier if you look at it” she continued

Giving her shoulders a squeeze, Kage rolled her eyes, when she heard the impatient huff, from Kalli.

“Relax, that’s better. Now…let me…ah, that’ll work - think of strawberries!” Said Kage brightly

Kalii, frowned looking up at her, her pale green eyes swimming in confusion.

“Picture them in your mind; while looking at the flames Kalli, go on” Seeing her adopted daughter do as she was told ‘For once’ she thought fleetingly, she continued “Now you see them?”

Kalii nodded, A basket of Korin’s freshly picked strawberries in her head, she smiled at that, Best with cream no…….CAKE!!! She giggled to herself.

Kage heard her giggle, and smiled looking at the flames, as they slowly turned from yellow in to strawberry red.

Kalli grinned clapping her hands, bouncing up and down

“I did it, I did it!!!” she sung.

“Well done, now until you get old enough, to change them at will, imagine the colours of the things, you like. Yeah?”

Nodding Kalii, grinned. Staring at her accomplishment.

..::1 Week Later ::..

Kage watched from her place in the kitchen, as Kalii changed the colours of all the Mage Lights in the Living Room.

A large grin on her little face her green eyes, glittering with pride.

Smirking, Kage waved her hand changing all the Mage Lights in to glowing butterflies, that danced around the room and around a giggling Kalli, who looked up at them in glee.

Standing up smiling at the giggling child dancing around the room, butterflies following her movements. She walked to her workroom, to prepare all the orders, she had gotten over the day.

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Well Topaz? What do you think? It's only 514 words but i think it's cute. Estari still hasn't taken off yet, but i'm hoping to get some writing time this weekend, I've got some spare time so, *fingers crossed*

YAYS!!!!!

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 03:47:53 GMT

Well today (well yesterday if you wanna get technical) my TVXQ CD’s came, only took 5 days to get to here from Hong Kong, which isn’t bad at all I don’t think. I did have the downloads of their previous albums, but my damn computer crashed and burned, before I had the chance to burn the music, which is a bit of a bummer, BUT I think having the actual CD is way better so now I’ve got all 4, and I’ve been driving my parents Krazy listening to them all day at full blast hehe. I love ‘Mirotic’ I think my faves on there are Mirotic, Wrong Number, Hey! (Don’t bring me down) and Are you a good girl. I love the beat on ‘Good girl’ can’t help but dance around clapping to the beat. BUT I’m an idiot I got the DVD version, I think I should of got the Photobook Version. You get 2 extra tracks and a 60pg photo book. I’ll probably end up ordering that version as well. Heh.

And it is 4.37 in the morning damn I hate being an insomniac. Blah Sucks.

Blah

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 15:46:35 GMT

Don’t you just hate colds? I went to see my diabetic nurse for my yearly review on Monday, and I felt completely fine, Helen (my nurse) was not, She gave me her cold I can’t prove it but I know it!! Typical of course that the flu jabs weren’t there yet, you watch come Monday when I have to see her again the flu jabs and there nasty needles will be there, and my cold will be gone. Just watch.

And i can't warm up for the life of me, i'm wearing like 3 shirts and a jacket and my scarf.

I hate colds.

Classic Dames Meme

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 18:04:09 GMT

Just for fun, can't say i mind the result either. heh

Your result for The Classic Dames Test...

Carole Lombard

You scored 7% grit, 19% wit, 48% flair, and 33% class!

You're a little bit of a fruitcake, but you always act out in style. You have a good sense of humor, are game for almost anything, but you like to have nice things about you and are attracted to the high life. You're stylish and modern, but you've got a few rough edges that keep you from attaining true sophistication. Your leading men include William Powell, Fredric March, and Clark Gable. Watch out for small planes.

Find out what kind of classic leading man you'd make by taking the
Classic Leading Man Test.

Take The Classic Dames Test at HelloQuizzy

Oh clickies!!

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:15:13 GMT

*Sighs* Well once again i've joined another click my pet, to feed them site. I can't help it!! some of these dragons are so cute!!!
So be some lovely people and say hello to my new little friends, hmm?? i just found several of them. I wonder what they'll turn out to be? Though i really want a water dragon, they're so cute.

General Ramble

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 06:01:06 GMT

And another month ends, while another begins - Time sure does fly doesn’t it? And as I haven’t updated in a while this is gonna be a general ramble (no change there then) *coughs*

I went to see Wall-E and The Dark Knight on the 28^th, with Red (read mum) and Brat-Boy (read little brother) both of them are so freakin’ cool (the Films people ). Wall-E is so cute and you can’t help but feel sorry for the little guy, he’s such a cute persistent little thing, why can’t guys be like that in the real world??

And Dark Knight? Kick Ass. Absolutely fan-freakin-tastic, the characterization, the effects, the make-up all of it was amazing, It’s my favourite hands down, the first one was good this was better. The Joker’s always been one of my favourite villains, and Heath Ledger, well I think he’s interpretation of the Joker just confirms his position as my fave villain. I honestly think it was his best role. Yep, yep.

Hm. what else? Ah went shopping with my best friend a couple of days ago, had a laugh, actually bought some clothes for once - shock horror, I usually buy books or some utterly random shiny thing, that I just have to have. When we’d finished shopping, and were heading home we decided to go to the Tanning Salon. I haven’t been in a tanning-booth in ages, since I last went on holiday which is about a year ago now, anyways booked it paid, stood there listening to the radio while I slowly baked for 6mins (that’s the longest time your allowed) Felt great afterwards, had a bit of colour on me, and I was al nice and tingly. Several hours later - OH SHIT!! I was a lobster. No kidding. I’m all fine now I have a nice slight tan, but oh god I forgot how damned powerful those things are. Still I’m happy I’m no longer a lobster, and I’ve got a slight tan, and didn’t revert back into my usual vampire-pale self. (Hehe)

And I’m writing this at oh 6.45 in the morning. Woke up an hour or so ago, with a hypo from hell, and so I go down stairs and me being the complete idiot that I am when I’m half asleep and in need of sugar to feel normal again (do I ever feel normal?) Picked up the wrong Lucozade. (which I usually use for treating my hypos) So there I am, 5 in the morning, drinking the lucozade, reading the PC Games review on Spores (which sounds utterly wacky) I look at the bottle ‘Lucozade: Alert’ Contains Caffeine, to wake you up.

I did not need that!! NOT ONE BIT!!! Sighs. Well on the up side, at least I’m not gonna be late for my Doc’s appointment I have in oh - 3hours. Urgh.

Not Good, not good at all. Blah. And now I start to yawn like crazy, Give me a break.

Wanders of back to bed

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 21:25:32 GMT

Well from what I’ve read up since my hamsters died, it sounds like they died from heat-stroke, which wouldn’t surprise me, in the hear wave we had. I’m thinking of getting some more at Christmas, same type maybe or I might get another dwarf species, I’m not sure I’ll have to see what in the pet shop. But Christmas is a way of so, I’ll leave it till then.

I’m working on several pieces of art at the moment, two for an old friend from college, his new character is interesting to say the least, and I think she’s gonna be a pain to draw and colour but those type are always more fun to draw for me at least anyways. I’m drawing several of Kage & Co. as well, and speaking of Kag’s & Co, Twilight Chronicle is no longer called Twilight Chronicle, It’s gonna be called ‘Estari’ from now on.

Nothing other then a few twists and turns and of course the title is changing, so for those who’ve actually managed to bribe me with chocolate so they could read a bit don’t have to worry about major re-writes.

Hopefully I’ll have several of the chapters posted up on FP.net, before the end of the year - It still doesn’t like me, so don’t hold your breath. If I can’t post any up, I’ll post it up here, on my LJ.

On to other ramblings I watched Stargate: Continuum, last night, it was confusing but good, only thing I can complain about it the fact that Jack was init for all of 15mins. Still I got a tiny-smidgen of Jack/Sam fluff, that really isn’t fluff, but I’m calling it fluff even if it is quite sad. Wet Fluff then yeah?!!

Well that’s me for now at least. I’ve got sketches to complete.

They're Gone

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 19:23:20 GMT

They've Gone, My hamsters, both Fudge and Nibbler.

They. I hope died in their sleep it looks like it. They seemed fine yesterday, i had both of them out but Nib's seemed really slow and tired and i really didn't think much of it because it's been so warm lately, so i put her back in they're cage and that was it, the last time i held her.

Same for Fudge, she seemed right as rain kept running over my shoulders and everything I had her out for about an hour or so, just holding her and basically playing with her. Then I put her back, in the cage, I thought it was a little odd that Nib’s didn’t come to the bars they usually do, either of them you walk past the cage and there they are, clinging to the bars.

I checked them this morning as I usually do say good morning that sort of thing check they’ve got enough food and water, they never came to the cage door, but I saw one of them in the little jar they like to sit in. I though she was sleeping. So I left them.

I went to clean the cage about 2hours ago, she was still in the same position I didn’t want to believe it, I really, really didn’t but I knew. My beautiful little Fudge curled up in the jam jar. She wasn’t sleeping. Nibbler was under all the bedding the same way, I couldn’t even pick her up, I had to go down stairs and get me mum to do it.

They’ve both been buried in the back garden, Dad dug up a little plant and replaced over where they’ve been buried, An I’ve put a little rock there, with the names and the date, when I bought them and today’s. Nothing much but something. But my mums right they had a good life, and I’m glad in a way that they went together.

What makes it worse is that I’ve no pictures of them, all I’ve got is an empty cage, and that’s it.

God I can’t stop crying, I just can’t believe they’re gone.

Top 100 meme

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:16:00 GMT

According to The Big Read, the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books on their list.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them.

- Heh wanted to see how many i've actually read on 'The Top 100' i don't think i've done that really. 29/100. Not to shabby i don't think X3

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath (I was forbidden to read this at one point)
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

Happy Belated Birthday to Me..

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 17:43:07 GMT

Yep June 11 i turned the old age of 21. And has been teased constantly by people now that i'm an old lady. funny that seeing as half the people teasing me are older then me by at least several years. hehe.

Thankies to JenJenn for the present it was lovely, unfortunately i had to eat all of it because it's been that damn hot lately everything's been melting.

And to Harry, for buying me more melting food that i had to eat, to save it from going all icky. ^^

And once again i've gone an twisted my knee damn thing is swollen to heck, and i can't even bend or straighten the damn thing without shooting stabbing pains zinging up my leg.

So I had to cancel my night out for my birthday - cause I can just imagine dancing with this - NOT.

And I had to skip the walk for life as well. Which is such a shite. As I really wanted to do it. But I can’t even walk a couple of steps without having to stop ‘cause of the pain.

I’ve had enough now. Really I have. I really need this damn Op.

Now I really do feel old. *sighs and eats her b-day cake*

BUT

Doctor Who!!!! YAYS!!! She's a coming back this week, i think i need a TARDIS really so i skip to saturday already. I was bouncing in my seat, with all the mentions of Rose. And then the Trailer for next week. my parents wondered what the hell was up with me. Oh i can't wait. But i have to. anyone wanna help me build a TARDIS??? hmm? Please.

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 19:06:41 GMT

Well I guess I’m still in shock and I’m still not over the news of my friends, I just blanked it out I can’t even say their names because that will make it real and not some really horrible dream that I’m stuck in and when I wake up I’ll be able to ring them up and they’ll answer and they come round or yell at me for waking them up at 4in the morning.

An I just cant stop crying. God I’ve tried it hurts so much I almost wish I’d never met them just to get rid of the pain, but I could never do that to them I couldn’t. I don’t think I’ve ever cried this much ever.

I try to get on with everything it’s what they would want I know that but god I cant it hurts too much.

Every little thing makes me cry I was out walking listening to my iPod trying and failing to clear my head, and this song comes on and I just start crying. Today I was watching Zorro and the song at the credits makes me cry.

I’ve screamed and hated and said things I don’t mean screamed at their memory and all that does is make me guilty and more sad. I hate this. I hate the one who did this that fucking alcoholic who decided to drive. I hate him. God I hate him.

And I know hating will get me no where, it’ll just get worse and worse, but I just can’t stop I wonder if he even cares about what he’s done. If he even cares that he’s taken the lives of two people, of my friends. I wonder if he’s sorry. And all I want to do is hurt him. Make him feel how I feel, how their families and friends feel.

I miss you. I miss you. I MISS YOU. I want you back.

Sat, 24 May 2008 17:50:17 GMT

I live I swear I live. Honest. I’ve just had a really bad couple of months. I’ve been ill (again) My computer decided to up and die on me, and the worst two of my best friends died in a car crash at the beginning of May. So I’ve been rather indifferent of everything lately.

This isn’t much of an update but tough cookies. My friends wouldn’t want me to stay like that and knowing them if they’d been here, they would of yelled at me all ready.

I’m not really having a good year at the moment am I? Found out I was Diabetic having to re-order my life around that, I’ve lost in total 4 friends in the last 6 months either from Cancer or in a Accident. No I’m not doing so good at all.

In which Ravyn gets ready for a Night out.

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 17:50:21 GMT

Thought I’d update while I’m getting ready to get out. It’s one of my best friends 21^st. Quite looking forward to it actually. Even if I am getting ready several hours before we actually go out. ^^;

Sarah [the birthday girl] is coming to pick me up at around 5.45ish and then we’ll go to hers let the girl and eat and get her ready. Then were going to some of her work-friends house I think for a while. We’ll stay there and have a drink there or two, maybe three. *laughs* Okay possibly more then three.

Then I believe were going out into town at around 12ish I think. Not sure. Though I’m gonna have to remember that the clocks go forward tonight. Other wise no our look we’ll get stuck in Town.

I keep running off doing several things while writing this, I’ve just finished my shower in a minute I’m gonna have to go dry my hair. Then but some dinner on. Something exotic I think. Sausage Sandwich anyone?? HEHE.

Well I’m finally all sorted. I hope. Hope so ‘cause she’s gonna be here in a bit. Or knowing Sarah the way I do. She’ll be early. Tch.

HA See told ya. Here she is.

I'll post tomorrow how the night went. Maybe depends if i have a hangover or not ^^: